Friendship

Life Is Like A Cup of Coffee~

2011-02-13T23:00:00.000-08:00

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said:

"If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress."

"Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink."

"What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... And then you began eyeing each other's cups."

"Now consider this: Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live.
Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us."

God brews the coffee, not the cups... Enjoy your coffee!

"The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything."

Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly.

2010-08-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

JOYCE Oo...(宝嘉)

如果爱情有颜色,
我选择的蓝色,
如果爱情有花,
我会选择上涨,
如果爱情有歌曲，
我认为选择蓝调，
但是，如果爱情应该是在人，
我一定不前三思而后行
我会选择你！
因为.....你是我的选择!!

Blanket of Love

2010-07-12T20:10:00.000-07:00

Blanket of Love

Somewhere in recent time,
Our blanket of love was torn.
Now at the present hour,
It is tattered and badly worn.

In the beginning it was tightly woven,
It looked perfect and new,
All of a sudden it has become old,
With holes you can see right through.

We took our love for granted,
We gave it no thought.
Now I realize that our love was priceless,
A blanket that cannot be bought.

A blanket that gave us shelter,
And used to keep us warm,
Now gives us neither,
And only does us harm.

I do not want to cast if off,
I do not want you to leave,
But I think that it is best,
This I truly believe.

It will hurt me when we split,
The great pain of being apart.
But I shall keep a piece of what was,
And hold it close to my heart.

Thought our bond may be ending,
I want you to know,
That I shall remember you always,
Wherever I may go.

Of everything I recall,
There is nothing I regret.
Of all the happy times we had,
None I will ever forget.

So give me one last kiss,
Let us then say goodbye.
I will love and remember you,
Every night I sit and cry.

P.S
This poem dedicated to one of my fren PEGGY...hope you will get the meaning of this poem.suddenly think of this then i start to drop it down on my blog to share...

杰

2010-02-24T05:41:00.000-08:00

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美　
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间　
宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰　
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变　
谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭　
谁错谁对为谁抱歉
不会再哭　
谁错谁对为谁憔悴
走入零度空间等到一切分裂　
就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言　
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
走出零度空间终于一切分裂　
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓　
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天　
新的明天新的世界

2010-01-04T23:47:00.000-08:00

TODAY BEFORE YOU TALK ABOUT SMTH BAD,
THINK ABOUT THOSE WHO CANT TALK AT ALL.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE TASTE OF YOUR FOOD,
THINK ABOUT WHO HAVE NOTHING TO EAT AT ALL.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT HAVING SO LITTLE,
THINK ABOUT THOSE WHO HAVE TO BEG ON THE STREETS

TODAY BORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR SPOUSE OR PARTNER,
THINK ABOUT THOSE WHO PRAY EVERYDAY TO HAVE ONE.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR KIDS,
THINK ABOUT THOSE WHO CANNOT HAVE KIDS.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW DIRTY OR SMALL YOUR HOUSE IS,
THINK ABOUT THOSE LIVE ON STREETS.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE BRANDLESS SHOES,
THINK ABOUT THOSE ARE FOOTLESS OR CANNOT WALK.

TODAY BEFORE YOU FEEL TIRED OF YOUR JOBS,
THINK ABOUT THOSE WHO WISH THEY CAN HAVE A JOB.

TODAY BEFORE YOU POINT AND BLAME PEOPLE FOR THEIR MISTAKES.
REMEMBER,NO ONE IS PERFECT.

TODAY BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT YOUR LIFE,
"SMILE AND THANK GOD THAT YOU ARE STILL ALIVE"
SO, BE GRATEFUL, BE THANKFUL AND SPREAD THE LOVE......

What About US

2009-11-21T16:50:00.000-08:00

Look into my mind, there's visions of you
I cannot sleep at night for fear of the truth
Or shud i take the blame or
Shud i stand in your way or is it too
Much too late?

Look into my eyes, i'm dazed by the light
It look my by surprise your sadness last night
Maybe it is fate that i've made this mistake
Now it's too much too late...

What about us?Are you scare enough
That you need someone to run to?
What about us?Are you strong enough
To throw the dream away?
Reality please come back to me....

Look into the past, reflect on the pain
Did we move too fast while feeling
The strain...
Why are we feeling this hate??
Now it's too much too late??

*I make a mistake that i shudn't made...Maybe is a fate that i make this mistake....
I hope you can forgive me......
Baby, You got to realise
You know that you got me
Hypnotized out of control
I got no soul....
WHAT ABOUT US??*

primary school~~~

2009-11-14T15:23:00.000-08:00

SRK Salak South nama diberi,
Kami dididik dipimpin di sini,
Menimba ilmu pengetahuan murni,
Bernilai kemudian hari.

Budi ibu bapa,
Takkan kami lupa
Guru berjasa
Dihormati sentiasa

Mari kita bersama-sama,
Agungkan cogan sekolah kita
Berdikari bersemangat waja
Mara terus mara.

2009-11-09T14:39:00.000-08:00

"Happy Birthday" means much more
Than have a happy day.
Within these words lie lots of things
I never get to say.
It means I love you first of all,
Then thanks for all you do.
It means you mean a lot to me,
And that I'm proud of you.

But most of all, I guess it means
That I am thinking of
Your happiness on this, your day,
With pleasure and with love.

I DEDICATED THIS POEM TO MY BELOVED FREN...LIJIAO...
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY..
生日快乐~~

A LOVE STORY

2009-11-08T04:00:00.000-08:00

There was once a guy who suffered from cancer....a cancer that can't be cure.
He was 20 years old and he could die anytime. All of his life, he was stuck in hos house being
Taken cared by his mother. He never went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted
To go out for once..

So he asked his mom and she gave him permission. He walked down his block and found
A lot of stored. He passed a CD store and looked tru the front door for a 2nd as he walked...
He stopped and went back to look into the store. He saw a young girl about his age
And he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in,
Not looking at anything else but her.... He walked closer and closer until he was finally
At the front desk where she sat....

She looked up and asked CAN I HELP YOU??...she smiled and he tot it was the most
Beautiful; smile he ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.....

SO,he replied....ERM...I WOULD LIKE TO BUY A CD...he picked one out and gave her
Money for it....

Would you like me to wrap it for you??she asked,smiling her cute smile again....
He nodded and she went to the back...

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store
He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and brought a CD,
And she wrapped it for him. He took the CD back home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted but he couldn't. His mom found out about ths and told him to jux ask her...

So the next day, he took all hos courage and went to the store. He brought a CD like he did
everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out.....

So the girl call back and his mom picked up the phone and say HI...The girl asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, you don't know he passed away yesterday....
The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother...

Later in the day, the mother went into the boy's room becox she wanted to remember him. She Tot she would start by looking at his clothes... So she opened the closet, she was face to face with Piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and she picked One up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one....

Inside , there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper..

It said HI...I THINK U R REALLY CUTE..DO YOU WANA GO OUT WIT ME?LOVE JACELYN

The mother opened another CD....

Again there was a piece of paper...AND IT said HI...I THINK U R REALLY CUTE..DO YOU WANA GO OUT WIT ME?LOVE JACELYN....

THE END OF A LOVE STORY....

*LOVE IS...WHEN YOU'VE YOU HAD A HUGE FIGHT BUT THEN DECIDE TO PUT ASIDE YOUR EGOS, HOLD OUT YOUR HANDS AND SAY, I LOVE YOU

P.S: TIME WONT STOP BY AND LET YOU MAKE THE DECISION....SO YOU HAVE TO TREASURE IT...THERE IS NO 2ND TIME ONCE YOU MISS IT...SO TREASURE IT AS WELL..NOT EVERYTIME YOU ARE SO LUCKY TO HAD CHANCES THAT YOU WAITING FOR...

*YOU MUST BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO TELL YOU BELOVE ONE I LOVE YOU BEFORE IT TOO LATE....SHOW IT AND REACHED OUT YOUR HAND.....

MJ

2009-10-30T12:52:00.000-07:00

The Bio History of Michael Joseph Jackson began when he was born on the 29th of August 1958 in Gary, Indiana. He was the 7th of nine children. (brothers: Sigmund "Jackie", Toriano "Tito", Jermaine, Marlon, Steven "Randy", and sisters Rebbie, Janet and La-Toya Jackson.

In March 2009, Michael annouced a shock comeback tour at the O2 Arena in London to start in July 2009, intially for 10 dates but the total grew to a sold out 50 dates with over 750,000 tickets sold. All sold tickets sold out within minutes of being released.

On June 25th 2009 Michael Jackson died suddenly of a reported cardiac arrest. He was 50 years old.

MICHAEL JACKSON SONG

OFF THE WALL

DON'T STOP 'TILL GET ENOUGH
ROCK WITH YOU
WORKING DAY AND NIGHT
GET ON THE FLOOR
OFF THE WALL
GIRLFRIEND
SHE'S OUT OF MY LIFE
I CAN'T HELP IT
IT'S THE FALLING IN LOVE
BURN THIS DISCO OUT

THRILLER

WANA BE STARTIN' SOMETHIN'
BABY BE MINE
THE GIRL IS MINE
THRILLER
BEAT IT
BILLIE JEAN
HUMAN NATURE
P.Y.T (PRETTY YOUNG THING)
THE LASY IN MY LIFE
SOMEONE IN THE DARK AND CAROUSEL (BONUS TRACK)(FROM E.T STORYBOOK)

BAD

BAD
THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL
SPEED DEMON
LIBERIAN GIRL
JUXT GOOD FRIENDS
ANOTHER PART OF ME
MAN IN THE MIRROR
I JUST CANT STOP LOVING YOU
DIRTY DIANA
SMOOTH CRIMINAL
LEAVE ME ALONE
STREET WALKER,TODO MI AMOR ERES TU,FLY AWAY(SPECIAL EDITION)

DANGEROUS

JAM
WHY YOU WANA TRIP ON ME
IN THE CLOSET
SHE DRIVES ME WILD
REMEMBER THE TIME
CAN'T LET HER GET AWAY
HEAL THE WORLD
BLACK OR WHITE
WHO IS IT
GIVE IN TO ME
KEEP THE FAITH
GONE TOO SOON
DANGEROUS

HISTORY

SCREAM
THEY DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT US
STRANGER IN MOSCOW
THIS TIME AROUND
EARTH SONG
D.S
MONEY
COME TOGETHER
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
CHILDHOOD
TABLOID JUNKIE
2 BAD
HISTORY
LITTLE SUSIE
SMILE

BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR

BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR
MORPHINE
SUPERFLY SISTER
GHOSTS
IS IT SCARY?

INVINCIBLE

UNBREAKABLE
HEARTBREAKER
INVINCIBLE
BREAK OF DAWN
HEAVEN CAN WAIT
YOU ROCK MY WORLD
BUTTERFLIES
SPEECHLESS
2000 WATTS
YOU ARE MY LIFE
DON'T WALK AWAY
PRIVACY
CRY
THE LOST CHILDREN
WHATEVER HAPPENS
THREATENED

ULTIMATE COLLECTION

EASE ON DOWN ON THE ROAD
YOU CAN'T WIN
SUNSET DRIVER
SCARED OF THE MOON
WE ARE THE WORLD
WE ARE HERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
CHEATER
MONKEY BUSINESS
SOMEONE PUT YOUR HAND OUT
ON THE LINE
FALL AGAIN
IN THE BACK
BEAUTIFUL GIRL
THE WAY YOU LOVE ME
WE'VE HAD ENOUGH

POSTHUMOUS RELEASES

THIS IS IT (1ST SINGLE RELEASED AFTER DEATH)

P.S
MJ,you always in our heart...your spirit will never go away till the end of the world...
WE LOVE YOU MJ!!!~~~

2009-10-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

LET IT GO

Letting go is one of the hardest lessons in life,
Yet over changing seasons and passing time,
You will have to learn to let go of certain
People, relationships, situations and things,
That fall way beyond your control.

Tenacity and the attitude of not giving up,
Work wonders on many occasions but not all,
As some things just are not meant to be,
No matter how hard you fight and cling to them,
And forcing your will upon things just repel them further.

There will always be people,
Who will turn out in ways you never expected,
And it dawns on you that you have to let them go,
So that they can fulfill their destinies,
While you go on to fulfill your own life path.

As life likes to dish out surprises and challenges,
Sometimes it is only through letting go,
When your heart cries in anguish,
That in the agonizing process that you realize,
What is truly worth holding onto.

Letting go does not signify weakness,
As it might take more courage to let go than holding on,
Like the big, inflexible tree that snaps in the storm,
While tiny blades of grasses yield and live on,
Revealing the strength of letting go.

So,i had decided to let go and start a new life~~~goodbye "DHPS"..........

PRECIOUS LEARNING

2009-10-24T00:59:00.000-07:00

~MY LEARNING

I believe life's rich experiences need to be shared with others - for me this is the way one
builds knowledge - I am not talking about bookish knowledge, but knowledge which is more
practical and can be applied to day-to-day life.

I am not a good blogger maybe nor even a writer who will pen
thoughts every now and then, but at times I guess everyone thinks of many meaningful
ideas which we just let go....

Have mentioned few things which I have learned in my small journey with the world.
They might not make sense to a few, but for me it does...

~PURPOSE OF LIFE

At times we wonder, what is purpose of our lives? why are we here?
What should our life achieve? why few people are referred as "GREAT"?
Who told them their purpose of life?

Then we try to search the purpose of our existence. And in some time,
We give up. We tell ourselves. "I"M HERE JUST TO LIVE!!!"

No human is ever born with an objective. One needs to define the purpose of his life.
Working towards it brings immense satisfaction.
When you define a purpose that shall benefits all around you,you'll find a meaning to your life,
In your existence....The moment you start working towards that purpose,
You are on way to "GREATNESS"

~DEPTHS OF LIFE

Many times we see ourselves in depths of life. We look around, Only find that we are alone..
We look down, only to know that we are down at the deepest point in life....
We look up, only to know that whole world is on the top...
And then we give up....Give up without thinking what we can learn......

We need to know that - only when we have seen the deepest points of life,
We would be able to appreciate the peaks of life, what life can offer and
What we can possibly achieve......

When we are down, DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF. At this moment,
Every step you take.....LIFTS YOU UP....IT REALLY DOES.....

~DECLAN~

It's Too Late

2009-10-18T19:25:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to be loved, loved unconditionally, till the end, till I die...!
But now I've realized I don't have the one whom I really love...

I've always wanted to make someone feel good, make someone feel loved,
But now I know I have ruined someone's life and its all because of me...

I've always wanted to be the favorite amongst all, tried to
But was hurt by the ones whom were close to my heart....

I've always wanted to be the best, but the best never wanted around,
But now I don't want to be best, I did rather believing having the best...

I've have always wanted to touch someone's heart in a special way,
And was never appreciated for that, but now I don't want to...

I'm happy that if love didn't grow in their heart at least it grew in mine..
Always wanted that warm shoulder to lean on and let my tears flow will eternity...

Woke up one night and realized I didn't have anybody, but I don't want anybody cause I am used to crying alone...all alone....and last but not least i want to touch little Blue stars that sparkle in the deep blue sky every night I see them Twinkling away into My heart, I want to touch them now and feel them brighten up my life.... Every time i try, I fail but now I don't want to cause I know, It's too late..... 四年了碧钻，我感动天，感动地，怎么感动不了你？？

~DHPS~

是否我真的一无所有

2009-10-17T11:29:00.000-07:00

是否我真的一无所有

天上飞过是谁的心
海上漂流的是谁的遭遇
受伤的心不想言语
过去未来都像一场梦境
多少冷漠我都尝尽
多少回忆藏在我的眼底
遥远的你是否愿意
为我轻轻点起一丝暖意
痛苦和美丽留给孤独的自己
未知的旋律又响起
是否我~真的一无所有
黑暗之中沉默地探索你的手
是否我~真的一无所有
明天的我又要到哪里停泊
是否我~真的一无所有
心中的火再没有一点光和热
是否我~真的一无所有
昨夜的梦会永远留在心中

~Meaningful~

2009-09-22T03:27:00.000-07:00

Never explain yourself to anyone,
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it
And the person who dislikes you won't believe it...

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...
Relationship work best when they are balanced.

When you wake up in the morning,we have 2 simple choices
Go back to sleep and dream,or wake up and chase those dreams..
Choice is yours.......

We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who will never care for us
This is the truth of life..,its strange but true....
Once you realise this,its never too late to change..

Don't make promise when you in joy
Don't reply when you are sad
Don't take decision when you angry
Think twice...,Act wise....

Time is like a river
You cannot touch the same water twice
Because the flow that has passed will never pass again
Enjoy every moment of LIFE...

When you keep saying you are busy,
Then you are never free
When you keep saying you have no time
Then you will never have time
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow
Then your tomorrow will never come....

~BBL~

2009-09-20T12:30:00.000-07:00

Ytd,i met a gurl from Hong Kong,her nickname is zAngelicaz
it suddenly remind me of someone...
"BBL" = "Bao Bei Ling"She is my ex-GF...
i met her in online game called "VIWAWA"...
It quite a long time we broke up till now....
sometimes i felt like i'm sooo stupid..
Why i say like that??!!becox i done so many thing that i never
ever done before...Now i remember that i got a note
For her that time but i didnt manage to giv her...now she apart
from me but her faces and voice still very fresh inside my mind..

A Note To Say I Love You

I want to say I love you, but alas you are not here,
Else I would take you in my arms and whisper in your ear
I'd call to say I love you, send my greetings down the phone,
But my call would go unanswered for I know you are not home
I'd write to say I love you, but the method is too slow,
It's the instantaneous feeling that I want you to know.
So this is to say I love you, and it comes straight from the heart
My thoughts forever with you, even though we are apart.

Atlas we broke up in a very easy ways and i cant believe
that i lost my mind for a very 1st time and i feel so stupid
becox the reason we broke is becox i'm not a christian..haha..
Wat a good reason lor....It makes me feel like it jux happened
YTD...but i know very clearly that is edi over for a long time and

Love is a strange thing...reali strange...haha...

ALONE

2009-09-18T05:25:00.000-07:00

It been a while that i updated my blog...
I was too busy to update or jux dono wat to write??
Izit becox too much sadness that make me dono wat shud i write??

I think i crazee jor..Right now,i hav to made a hard and serious decision...
Whole nite i cant slp becox of it....shud i start over on the other side??
Or i jux stay the same??which one shud i choose??can i really let go all the things??
And Start Over???My time is running short...Can someone help me??
I was wondering....Wat things make me the most suffer???~ALONE~

~ALONE~
ALONE is boredom
ALONE is boring
Alone is unlikely sad

At times is it Alone good?
Or more likely,needed?
At times,you really need to be Alone?
Or atually,you really need someone?

We'll never understand
Why being people need to be ALONE
They themselves don't understand it

The answer is simple
We don't need to be ALONE
We just need someone
Someone who can understand us~

-Declan-

Sometimes, we really did need a time to be alone
Sometimes, we really did need someone that beside us~~

GEMA RELA AND IKRAR RELA

2009-08-26T20:00:00.000-07:00

GEMA RELA (IKRAR RELA)

BERGEMA LAUNGAN SERUAN (SUCI BAHAWA KAMI)
DARI IBU PERTIWI (BERIKRAR DENGAN SESUNGGUHNYA)
MOHON JASA PUTRA PUTRI (AKAN SENTIASA)
ANGKATAN RELA SEJATI (MENJAGA DAN MEMPERTAHANKAN)

MENGEMPUR MUSUH DIMANA SAJA (PERLEMBANGAAN)
DI KOTA ATAU DI DESA (KEDAULATAN)
WALAUPUN SAMPAI KE RIMBA (DAN KEMERDEKAAN NEGARA)
ATAU DI TENGAH SAMUDRA (PATUH DAN TAAT SETIA)

SETIAP LANGKAH RELA BERJASA (KEPADA PUCUK PIMPINAN NEGARA)
BERJUANG UNTUNK NEGARA (MEMBERI PERKIHIDMATAN)
MEMBELA IBU PERTIWI (DENGAN PENUH DEDIKASI)
BIAR APAKAN TERJADI (UNTUK MEMJAGA KESELAMATAN)

INILAH SUMPAH RELA SEJATI (DAN KEAMANAN NEGARA)
RELAWAN DAN RELAWATI (BERSATU KE ARAH MENJAYAKAN)
MENJADI SUMPAH ABADI (CITA-CITA WAWASAN 2020)
KAMI RELA BERBAKTI (DEMIKIAN IKRAR DAN JANJI KAMI)

MARI KAWAN,MARI KAWAN (YANG KAMI PATUHI)
MARI KITA BANGKIT BERSAMA (DENGAN PENUH KEJUJURAN)
KITA GEMPOR BIAR HANCUR (DAN IKHLAS)
BIAR LEBUR SAMA SEKALI

MARI KAWAN,MARI KAWAN (DEMI NAMA BAIK)
MARI KITA SAMA BERSATU (IKATAN RELAWAN RAKYAT)
ITULAH SERUAN KAMI (MALAYSIA)
RELAWAN DAN RELAWATI

MARILAH PEMUDA HARAPAN BANGSA
PUMUDI TIANG NEGARA
BANGKITLAH KITA BERSAMA
MEMBELA NEGARA JAYA

2ND DAY.....~~~

2009-08-25T23:18:00.000-07:00

2nd days.......15\08\2009..as i said on 1st day,i woke up early morning and get ready For real training....early morning we were decided into which group and i was decided to the 3rd group..Last group of all....we start "KAWAT KAKI" from early morning till dinner times....damn bored and tired....somemore so MISS my PRINCESS...We "KAWAT KAKI"whole day becox tml will be a competition between groups...1 day break 6 times..but all alo ate curry food....none of them is none spicy de...@@!!nth special happen actually...i hurt my leg when in training..mayb i wont join for the competition cox i cant "KAWAT"haiz...so sad..i told my princess about ths,but she look so sad and disappointed in me....
i admit that i giv up too early...
When i think carefully,i finally made decision to join back...
So after dinner,i told my trainer to let me join back but my trainer
didnt confirm me at that time...so i hav to wait till the next day...
after dinner,i was force to cut my hair to botak...WTH!!!WHY MUST BOTAK???
My look damn funny wit a botak..damn it...I dun even dare to tell my PRINCESS
about ths!!!WUWUWU!!i this that all for today la...bye bye!!!goodnight and wait for tml training again...c ya...

1st day in RELA TRAINING camp in SG.UDANG,MELAKA

2009-08-23T23:13:00.000-07:00

1st day in RELA camp...14\08\2009....I reached there around 1.30pm then register myself at the counter...1st image that i give to all trainer is a damn white guy...They say me look like a KOREAN guy who wear sliper and short pant while other wearin smart@@..so after register, i was told to join others in my campus,block E..After keep all my stuff in locker,I was told to go to the hall for some courses...damn boring but i hav no choice....hav to listen...bla bla bla....@@!!!
It keep repeating the same thing until dinner time><...Finally come the PERASMIAN,before the perasmian,i was told to cut my hair to botak... but i was damn lucky...no CUT!!!wahaha...still be able to kept my handsome look...my princess say de..haha^^Lucky whole day got she(STEPHANIE) accompany me sms....i was so happy cox she called me up at nite to accompany me chat in phone....she even say will wait me come back...MORE HAPPY^^..
We chat awhile cox i cant chat long in my campus...somemore tml need to wake up early at 5AM
and start real training at 6AM.Here so cold and quiet....Is like Jail..wish me all the best bah...goodnite!!!

2009-08-10T00:40:00.000-07:00

LOL....ytd i went to KL police station called PULOPOL KUALA LUMPUR!!!
One of the isp police call me up say that i been chosen to get a POLICE uniform..
SO,i was called to attend the "KURSUS"...
I go along wit some higher rankin police officer..
At the police station, i meet alot of higher rankin police officer...
I learn alot thing at there...But damn tired...
But i didnt get the the uniform cox I didnt pass the test
But some how,i didnt feel sad or down...
It like expected that i will failed...
Or mayb i jux dun hav the heart to get it?
Lucky i didnt pass....if i passed the test, i will be full time police officer...
Somemore need to go training at camp for 2 weeks...
I was thinkin,wat the hell was that...police wor...
Damn cool huh!!got gun to hold and rank more higher than mine now!!
But wat on my mine??why i dun go for it??
I know that i "sengaja" failed the test so i wunt be chosen...
I like the way i am now..so i wunt be changing for now...
Damn it,feel like so useless and weak...
I miss 2 precious chances to get promote....
Last time saw police officer,will hav weird feelin
BUt for now,i edi get used to it..talked wit high rank police
Even "YUMCHA" wit then tim....

As for today,nth special happen...whole day stayin at home waitin my princess...
Today,my princess got Concert ma...
Just stay at home playin PS2,practicing some card trick and etc...
So,Guess who my princess ler...haha~~
I think tat all for today la...
My Mood still the same....Didnt get any better...haiz...damn suffer..!!
How long i will be suffering from ths matter??
I become EMO GUY!!....

女人不应该让男人太累

2009-08-09T03:19:00.000-07:00

我找不到天堂
也摘不到月亮
对不起
让你失望
你的渴望对我是很难
太多人比我强
也承认我平凡
我已经拼命追赶
你的眼神请别那么冷淡
就算再付出
我都撑得住
我不怕辛苦
苦到什么地步
只要你满足
但你何时满足
爱得好累
真的好苦
女人不应该让男人太累
虽然你是我的一切
也别让我感觉
爱你很可悲
爱得好累
真的好苦
从来你不见一句赞美
就算我做的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点
爱你很可悲
爱得好累
真的好苦
从来你不见一句安慰
就算我做的都白费
至少自尊让我保留一点
爱得好累
真的好苦
我不怕辛苦
可是怎样你才满足
真的爱得好累！！！

EMO DAY....

2009-08-06T00:58:00.000-07:00

Today i quite EMO...dono why i so emo....mayb becox of stress??whose know??!!
i reali dono what shud say...some frens fight each others becox of a girl....izit worth it?
love can make ppl happy and also can make ppl sad...LOVE can bring HAPPINESS and also HATED....so which one do you prefer??sometimes i feel that if you jux LET IT GO will be much better....LOVE someone doesnt mean you hav to HAV her by your side...
ask yourself pls,if you reali love her....you shud wish her always happy
and not make her sad and confuse...argh,reali dono what shud say,
anyways,jux now some primary frens called up for movie at mid valley.."THE LAND OF LOST"
is quite funny and interesting..ths movie recommended..haha^^..before movie start,
i meet up some old fren(GAL)..edi married and goin to hav baby edi...it quite unexpected!!
at the same times,i was thinkin...why most of my fren edi married and having babies...
izit marry is fun??mayb i goin to try for it..(joking)haha...atuali nth special about today...so i called it a day la....c ya...goodnitez...all the best...haha

Dillemma...

2009-08-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

Now already 2:20am and i still cant sleep...
I was thinkin why ths happening to me...
I loved you so much but now all turn into dust
Why you want treat me like ths?
It has been 2 month since you left me..
You leave me without any trace of your foot's steps....
I'll been living behind your shadows since the day you left me alone...

I keep telling myself that..
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美　
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
But you open up my heart once again that i close up tight!!
Why you open up then you force me to close it tight again?？
Why wana treat me so cruel??
Promises that you giv me now all turn into dust...
我只是要简简单单的爱过我还是我
You change my life from black to white
But now you take all the happiness aways without left anything thing for me...

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I jux can hide and cry..
I'm fallin apart..
Now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
BUT WHY???
Now it's over??, it's over??

You like an angel that send from sky above
You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
You gave me air so i can breathe
You open doors that close
You gave me strength so i stand tall
But now all gone...GONE...
I never thought ths would happen to me!!

I need someone Save me cox i've fallen from my destiny
now you're Gone,Is Time for me to carry on..
atuali i wanted to tell you that
Everytime i kiss i feel your lips
Everytime i cry i see your smile
Everytime i close my eyes
I realize that everytime i hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And i had never felt this way
Since the day i gave your love away....

But i dun hav a chance to tell you that how much i love you
Now everything is too late...
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望

What Meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

2009-08-05T01:13:00.000-07:00

Meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

F” is for Fun…………That friends share when they are together.

“R” is for Reliability….A true friend is someone that you can always
rely on.

“I” is for Interest…….Someone who is genuinely interested in you,
your fears, joys, and life.

“E” is for Energy………They pick you up when you are down, and give
you the energy to go on and believe in yourself.

“N” is for Nothing……..Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time
it is, night or day.

“D” is for Distance…….Although the miles may separate you, a true
friend is never far away.

“S” is for Secrets……..Your feelings and personal/private thoughts
that you can only share with a friend.

“H” is for Happiness……The way I feel when we are together.

“I” is for Inseparable….Through good times and bad, tears and
laughter. A friend will always be there for you.

“P” is for Perfect……..The friendship

What A Nice Day!!

2009-08-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

this afternoon felt so bored..sittin alone at home dono wana do wat..so i was thinkin to call up some old college mates to meet up..on the second thought,i was thinkin about my car petrol and my pocket moneys..><"...after a few minutes later,i finally made up my mind..money is not important than frenship..haha..before meet up wit other mates,i went to TESCO with 2 of my college mates(GALS^^)to buy things...>>>
brought alot of things..(food,daily usage and etc..)picture only show apart of it(T.T)..i was thinkin wat the hell both of them,they like never eat for whole week...only buy foods...

Let me Intro Someone to you all,AH LONG,dun misunderstand lor...His name is AH LONG not TAI YEE LONG oh,later he goin to kill me...haha..LONG is a nice guys...He always so cheerful and happy...Ths guys oh is a HAPPY GO LUCKY GUY lai de....Don't fight wit condom pls,we always need it...safety come 1st ar LONG...

Happy times always pass by so fast,here come the nite times..we went to Station 1 yum cha(drink).We play games,A stupid game but fun...If not mistaken,it called Police and Killer..Killer hav to kill citizen and police hav to caught the Killer before he kill all the citizen...Last times,i think ths game is jux a little children games and soooo childish...now,i think is a nice games becox now only i know a silly games and bring so much happiness and good memories..although is a silly games,but it means alot to me..it can build up a strong relationships between frens..great times reali pass so fast....today nth special happen to me but i gain alot of new memories from my beloved frens...thx you all for accompany me when i felt lonely and down...For AH LONG,hope your problem can be solve ASAP(YOU KNOW WAT I MEAN DE)..Btw,all of you DUN TELL DAPHNE that she so STUPID and SILLY ar when playin that games...haha@@.LIPING,thx for your creative and nice WRITING...i really appreciate it!!thx you all...Before i end,i present you all wit a nice poems...^^

2009-08-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

Up In The Sky

When you are down
And you want to get high,
Just take a good look
Up in the sky.

What you will see
Are the stars above,
And all you need
Is to proclaim your love.

Who you will find
And see so clear,
Are friends in mind
You want to hold near.

Whenever you need them
Just look up high,
Call their name
And see them fly.

Every friend you meet
Owns a star
And you can see them
No matter how far.

Whenever you are down
And want to get high,
Just take a good look
Up in the sky.

Take care my beloved friends.
Although my body not with you all but my heart always do..
This Poem is for my friends.

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2009-08-04T00:40:00.001-07:00

2009-08-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

times really pass so fast...it been 7 months now together with you all...but now i have to go on my life without you all by my side..there always got beginning and there always got ending.alone in the rooms thinkin wat shoud i do..i feel kinda lonely here..i hope that i can turn back the time...but i know time only will pass by and wont stop and go back.although we just knew each other only for 7 months,but it feel like been 7 years.the memories still very fresh in my mind..we have gone through many things..i really dun wish becox something that not worth that break our frenship(you know wat i talking about).i hope both of you will become more mature when we meet again..
Ah...ths picture was taken at sunways lagoon.ths was a last trip that i go with them...dono when only can go for a trip wit them...All people look so happy...but i feel sad becox after the sunways trip..many unhappy things happen...if i know ths would happen,i rather dun go for ths trip.i hope you all always stay the same as happy in the picture..wish you all the best and for NEW FRENS,wish you all can meet more ppls and get along wit your seniors lor...haha...it is late now,i think tat all for today...will be back soon...^^will miss you all

Friendship

Life Is Like A Cup of Coffee~

Blanket of Love

Blanket of Love

杰

What About US

primary school~~~

A LOVE STORY

MJ

*PRECIOUS LEARNING*

It's Too Late

是否我真的一无所有

~Meaningful~

~BBL~

ALONE

GEMA RELA AND IKRAR RELA

2ND DAY.....~~~

1st day in RELA TRAINING camp in SG.UDANG,MELAKA

女人不应该让男人太累

EMO DAY....

Dillemma...

What Meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P

What A Nice Day!!

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PRECIOUS LEARNING